my story not urs

2010-04-15T07:01:00.000-07:00

im sick dh fer two daes gtuh,i cnt eat fer tat two daes ..asyik bau mknan n nmpk mknan nk vomit!ewwwwWW!..
since i argue with byfy ni bende lh terjadi..haixxx..
me nw at neny house sty here jus acmmpny neny after she recover frm sick..
nk jage neny fie plak yg sick..
tadik wake up in th morning me fllw aunt wen to vista point, otw to there singgah toilet kt saner nk terberry..darah plak..
haiyoh strt to panic plak..
i told byfy bout me he tros g kol mama ku ..
aunt send me to c docter..
docter said i gt low blood n i gt tension!!
wahseii!
tkt plak sayer..b4 nk c docter im thinking of sometin tau tkt2 jer psl bende tuh..haissxx!!!
bsk fie balek..nth byfy fetch me ker tdak..i miss hym alot!
slalunyer kter jumper tk kire dier wrk tau tdak..
den he said nw dier nk jage my kesihatan,so i cnnt balek pag cm
dulu n cnnt slip late..
bored nyer!!haiss!!tkper lh aslkn tk berubah kn dier..hehe
klh me jus fnsh bathin nw nk eat smtin n eat my macsene n off too bed..
cm bored gituh kn
k ADIOUS!:D

2010-04-13T11:02:00.000-07:00

Nw its 1212AM,stil kt internet cafe wit sis acmmpny her ..
skali jln maen lh ni comp fer half an hour jap nk dlete some pics n update logger..
haixxx!!!dis few daes i always make byfy ngry.."MELAMPAU UH KAU FIONA!"
im sorii dear i didnt mean to do all tis shit...
tadik after reach hm frm neny hm i straight walk to hys blk dngn ujn gerimis,after i rceve hys msg...wah!tk pernah fie buat ni sume at guys...
hehe terkejut lh plak dier wen he saw me dari tingkap kitchen..i didnt tell hym dat i goin to hys blk..heh!
frm 6 plus till 7 30 gituh baru dier turon..punyer lh lamer dier siap!
haishh!!!tkper lh i make hym like dis,tgu braper lamer pon tkder hal..
all th way in car kn fie cried seii..dier pon join skali..
"IM SORI DEAR FER WAT IVE BEEN DOIN ALL TAT TO U!"
ni pon dier maseh tngh pkran n nth lh donne wat to said..
BT,I WANNA CHANGE 4 YOU!!!!
I DID LOVE YOU MUHD ISHAK!:D
k den gtg dh mlm nid to talk to hym,ltr tk kol makin dier binget sama aku!!^^
nite!

2010-04-01T10:28:00.000-07:00

Untuk apa lagi kita menerus kn andai tiada kemesraan
teramat sayang untuk ku lua namun pahitnya tuk ku telan..
suatu masa dulu kau lh pengelip tetapi kini tiada lagi ,bukan
salah aku putus percintaan kau yang dulu memulakan....
Keegoan diri tak pernah kau akui hingga ku sering memakan
hati,jika sekali dua itu tk mengapa masih mampu ku
pertahankannya berkali ku suara kn setelah kau ku nafikan
terpaksa lah kata akhir jalan terbaiknya untk kita...
walau hati masih sayang,walau hati kn berdarah ku terpaksa hilang kn...
Biar lh aku ku teman kan sepi dari tergantung tidak bertali...

-YEAH! above tis was my fav song.bace lirik nyer :) pernah terjadi kt fie tau.
sad kn.-MELANGKAH TERPAKSA by AZIE shld listen!
hehek nite im off too bed nw ITSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS 0209 AM!hehe mwnin!::)

2010-04-01T09:41:00.000-07:00

Its 0124AM rite nw n im damn HUNGRYYYYY!!!!me nw at sis home nk g kitchen very th lazy uh!
hmmph..kinda bored at tis tyme ntin to do ryte nw so blggin jer lh,,evry1 in house dh gone to slip
onli me jer lh alone ..byfy take hv dae wrk wen to hsptl fer check up.hmmph lau tk kene lh dier at 730am alek
haha.hmmph IM WORRIED sometin happen to hym!!!
sowi dear,i didnt accmpny u .lau tk maner i peg u ader,maner u peg i ader kn..hahhaha
Bt im sad lh coz to hym i always make hym ngry n make hys heart pain...
HAISS!!aper fie buat ader jer yg tk kene
bt tkper lh as long as I LOVE HYM!
:( jus hang up tth phune with byfy.we always argue!
bt ysterdae was th worth dat i cnt forget!
btw we argue pon sume gare2 mis UNDERSTNDING!haiyoh!FIONA!FIONA!bodow lu!
hahaha

klh done bout tadik lh kjus forgive n forget!
K DROP TIS TOPIC,COS I DON WANT TO B SAD AT TIS MORNING!HEEH
hmph
YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!dis sat!
got gathering with my classmate th mlys onli!!
mis dem damn much!!hahha
cant wait bsk ajer!
hmmph klh till here will update again in 1 mins tyme...hahaha

2010-03-28T08:55:00.000-07:00

In love?!
yeas im in love with hym!
n nw weve been together for onli 1 mth...
21th is my wnderful dae n also my happy dae with hym..huhu
wanna noe whu?haha shh!!
fer me to noe fer you guys to fine out!
hhahaha
kk me nw at sis hm nw..
it 1215am still cnt slip...cant wait fer tomorrw ,n hes goin to fetch me here n we jln2!woohuu!!think so//haha..

2010-02-21T22:56:00.000-08:00

LIA!?
saper ni lia?
knaper nk kpo2 hal org,...
bley relek sdh aku nk dier..saper nk saper blek nie..kau tk tawu kau diam sdh minah..
aku tkder nk rebot jantan lh..
hah!dier ader mataer tuh dier nyer psl uh..klau pmpn tuh tau jagak jantan nyer tuh bagos uh..
all guys r the same...tap kene hati2 jer uh..
wah seii!!
binget liaw!!
last two dae ader org nk burukkn name,smlm ader pmpn nk buat cte kt hykell bei now
ni lia plak menjelma.hahhaa!!!
best seii idop cmni penuh dngn kemarahan...buat lh cte bnyk2 psl aku..i dont mund!bt i noe whu i am..

2010-02-21T21:58:00.000-08:00

haissshhh!!!danm tired..me nw at 1st house sinngah jap nk met my dearest bby!
jus came bck from ITE machperson for my drawin test..hhe!
hmmph..first enter to dat schl dh tkder rase nervouse..
2dae is my 4th dae goin to dat schl..haha wahseii!!slalu nyer dorng postpone lh tk jad lh
luckkyy nari cnferm..
waitin fer my friend yul den we enter same2..
heeeee!!!
drawin senag wen part my interview tyme cm funny gituh,...
cikgu kt saner tanyer2 abt my art lagi aku bley bikin klaka..hahha!!!
all th way laugh jer lh...
hmmph..its raining here membuat ku bertambah nantok..!!!
klh gtg!!nk upload gmba2 pon cm mls..
callobetey!

2010-02-15T23:53:00.000-08:00

2dae feel like slippy!
nk kua met kwn no mood!cuace disini ujan...menambahlh nantok nie..
hmmph!!!borink siol!!!ni pon at internet cafe ader onli braper min jer..
sempat untk update kt sini..
tomorrw!tomorrw plan tot of meetin farhan bin aziz..hahaha..
smlm dh merajok nan sayer terpakse mintak tlng mummy..haha
mak dier jgk yg sdpkn ati sayer...
hmmph..k peeeps gtg..my tyme is runnig out..nnt kene byr lebeh..hee
tc!

2010-02-14T02:05:00.000-08:00

comp like fuck!cnt upload all phtos2..
hmm 2dae valentine no one to date with..yeah!!gd!!
lau ader pon jngn harap nk out..hhaa
bois all same..
he really make my heart pain...hmmph saper lagi kn besh buddy sndiri..
haishh...
stupid ass!!
tkper lh..better forget hym den we continue our relationshp..
haha..
errmm cn i trust hym??hmmph!mayb nope!!
;)

ysterdae plan goin out with a friend,goin eat and talk alot cos long tyme tkder jumper..
dier bz2!;)
ehehe..

i wish i didnt get dat schl!!!mls nk tngk muker kwn tuh!!!!!!
(mintak2 aku fail dlm test itu)AMIN!!haha

2010-02-06T23:55:00.000-08:00

hey peeps!!
im here nk update nie..hehe
me nw at clementi at aunty house..ader hmmph celebration aunt n uncle anniversary..
haiss...best nyer!!!
Fieyona pon nk ader anii jgk bt all guys sumer same like.....!!
smlm me n farhan baru jer perpisah..haha coz i cnt cntrol ler th way he is...
takper lh at th moment being sgl fer awhile..heh..
btw im slippy!!!goin to rain kt sini!!!

btw kn...heh hykell nk kter balek!!!yeah!!
bt2 tknk uh i dont feel like goin bck with hym again since i knew all
gtg uh..nk join everybody kt lua..cume me jer inside room..tc!

2010-02-06T04:05:00.000-08:00

Update soon wen im fweee..
hehe sowi guys....

2009-12-30T02:07:00.000-08:00

28 dec..mimi and sis accmpany me to send all my things kt raffles den goin eat n went to grandlink....sing until 9 plus..cik abg tknk nyanyi pon kene pakse!!haha.

tetap tk puas..hmmph..k den ive no more story update soon aite..:D

2009-12-29T00:16:00.000-08:00

yeah!!!its th end of my work...nw sit at home goin out jer..
apply ite plak tgu nxt intake..shit!!lamer seii bt ok lh find wrk lh..
hmmph..ysterdae send my things at raffles city with frends n sis n mimi!
after dat wen grandlink only th three of us..
sori nina pas tuh kter tk out berrmai2..brb

2009-11-29T03:39:00.001-08:00

my life with hym has ended..:(
i still miss u...

2009-11-16T22:03:00.000-08:00

im bz rite now tats y i did update..hmmph
nw tired of workin!!!!!nk end cpt!!!!!
bored sia dat wrk..
btw i miss my friends!!!!met u guys if im free k.!!
gtg nw..bby!:D

2009-10-26T00:10:00.000-07:00

last two daes my aunty jus bought me a touch screen handphone..
dats was my blated bdae presant from her,..
was soo happy n nk kene jage btol2 nie!
lau tidak rosak lag..haha
me nw at murnie bby house..notin to do at home after cleanning home den wen to her
house..
hmmph..ptg nnt blek n ader ngaji...
bye!:)

2009-10-21T01:47:00.000-07:00

im damn bored!notin to do..waitin fer hykell nk met tau tknk..mls uh tuh..
bohsan doh!haizzz...

2009-10-21T01:08:00.000-07:00

its b a long tyme i didnt update my blog..hmph..
well biase lah tkd laptop at home..

last sat wen to bugis with ahtee..
he accmpany me while th rest tk jad..hmmph..tkper phm2..
b4 dat,after wen to nnk house i met hykell at hys house ask hym to acmpny me he cnt..
lucky ahtee boley..lau tk lonely lah peg bugis..
met aht at sgh..visit ibu nyer skali den to bugis..
goin out with hym all th way make me laught n smile..ahha
funny lh dier..ok n im still waitin fer hym to upload those our pic..
AHTEE!!CEPAT LAH UPLOAD TUH GAMBA!:)

Mon plak i accmpany durrah my cousin giler wen to interview at centre poiny
at mark n spencers..i also join skali lh interview skali..
haha..pas tuh we continue interview at robinson plk..
i just wait fer th call wheather ive been selected or not..tkper saba jer lh k fiona..
if ive been selected den i didnt go fer th bbq on th 7 nov..coz ader training on th 6 nov..alahh!!!
hmmph tkper lh..blm tau kn dpt tao tk...

hmmph..dis yr rayer i didnt went out with boyfy..nth y...
so bored...hmmph!ok den till here...gtg..
bye2!
:D

2009-09-29T22:26:00.000-07:00

ysterdae went rayer outing with yyh yeena
n th gang..haha
really fun..
will upload those photos soon:)

2009-09-24T00:50:00.000-07:00

21 special dae had oready end..bt its ok to me..
every dae is my special dae!
my bdae kn :( i didnt get anitin frm my boyfy..
my best gurlfrnd dat dae treat me to pastamania and den treat me a slipper dat i wanted..haha
my bdae pon borink jgk tau bt lucky murnie make me happy..
thnx babe..
hmmph..after my N lvel my clse frend mimi plak blnjer me..

2dae ari rayer pon tk rase cm ari rayer ehk..
hmmh..
notin to update lagi n i gtg..feel bored alone pt bawah nie..
k den bye!

BTW THNX PPL WHO OUT THERE FER TH WISHES!

2009-09-21T04:13:00.001-07:00

Todae is my swit 16..
and now still tngh jln rayer at my aunt house jap gi nk gerak..
hmmmph...my burfdae kebnyk kt menyakitkn ati..haisss...
hmmph....
klh ive notin much to update...
ive no mood now..n gtg..
bye!

2009-09-18T06:41:00.000-07:00

FUCK LARGH!!
IM REALLY ANGRY NW COZ...
nw tngh maen comp pt bwh yg 1 hr $2..
den beside me nie ader melayu n member2 nyer..very!!!irritatiing...
keep koling my name fiona!fiona!fiona!..
nk mintak no. lh..hmmph!!
FUCK OFF LH!

n ya!
heee
btw 3 more daes to my dae..
k lh i really wanna go out..CABOT SBLM DORNG MELEBEH!!
HAHA..BYE!

2009-09-09T06:39:00.000-07:00

Hello!
me nw at my cousin house with mum dad n lil bro..:)
just to came here to play laptop..hmmoh..
biase largh kn at home ader org pelokek bawak sim card comp tuh..adoii!!!geram mak!
at home pon nbody...sooo bored,p8 still zero...
hmmph...im waiting fer my dae!
maseh ader 12 more daes to my special dae..
hope i have my surprise from hym and anione!i want that!:(
hmmph..last yr he bought fer me hp and dis yr ape plk ehk...hee..nk hp lagi!!!!!
nw hp badget tol seii..maseh color lampu dier kunyit nyer..haha...opps..:)*shy*
hmmh..

BTW KN,I RINDU MY OUTSIDE FRIEND!!!
wen nk met ehk..:(

2009-09-08T06:33:00.000-07:00

hai love yg sdng bacer nie..
hmpph..frm nw i dont update my blog sngt bcoz.....
:)
k nw im using this comp pon at bawah.. 1hr $2..wah..mahal jgk..
hee
bored lh dis few daes..N LEVEL tad..
asyik terlmbt jer..

story pon bnyk jgk bt tk update all kaes ive gtg jap agi..
so last thurs till sat straight to geylang..saw faii and kaseh...
sorii faii tk tego!haha ...

dis 12 hykell n friends nk buker luwa..bt dont noe jadi ker tk..hys friend soon goin to brunei..
hmmph..
klh peeps..
gtg nw..my time till here..bye2!

2009-09-01T21:53:00.000-07:00

MIMI

ALIFF

Todae is friend bdae..look up..ahh..dats th toww person..

iNSYALLH dh janji mimi nk out wen th dae im free n cn..:)

ALIFF!!!MIMI!!

HAPPI BDAE!!YG KER..17 & 18..:)

2009-09-01T07:22:00.000-07:00

Long tyme tk udate my blog nie..ok
last sat wen to fazira bdae suprise..really fun jgk..
best seii her sis buat dier surprise..if my fam kasi a surprise party fer me kn bagos..
haha..ok
on sun wen to buker with hykell at vivocity eat at my fav. place at LONG JOHN..
den he said gt surprise fer me tot aper kn skali p FHR..hmmph..itu bkn surprise tuh dh slalu haha...
ok lh quite fun..:)
den on sun wen out with murnie accmpany her to IMM...
N todae friends make murnie a surprise party..im nt goin i dont noe y i didnt have a mood to go..hiss.
k btw nw im at my cousin house just reAching home from JP..
jap agi nk blek..
ok den till here,,..update soon wen ader storyy..:D

2009-08-28T01:28:00.000-07:00

DIS IS MY BANTAL!hee..cute kn!

2009-08-28T00:45:00.000-07:00

Todae was my 3rd dae i cnt fasting....hmmph..

k nw im updating my blog and taking care my nephew..
hys slippin nw..yesterdae wen to clementi my aunt house..my fam n others berbuker at there..

cos 2dae pon my abg sdare dah wen bck to brunei...lame lagi dier blak think hari rayer pon dier tk balek...

while waiting fer 2nd sis fetch ..
kter2 take pichhas...

2dae update pon short n dimple again..cos nw thngh type using 1 hnd..hee

other hand carry my nephew..

klh nie jer..

ader tyme ill update long2 k.

tc!

2009-08-27T07:30:00.000-07:00

todae i jus want to update Short and simple story..k,
now im at cousin house tad berbuker with all th familys..
hmmph..tad tk go schl coz im having my stomach cram..cnt take it...
n tomorrow nid to go schl..hmmphh..bored...
haix...yesterdae someone realli make my heart pain....hancur seii hati...
i cnt forget th things he always did to make from dulu till now..
tkper lh as long as i still have my family n friends dat cn make me smile..:D

now still waiting fer 2nd sis frend ambek naek lori...he send we all..
haiyoh!!
lambtnyer nk tdo ni..
k lh gtg bye!

2009-08-25T21:44:00.000-07:00

HAPPY FAMILY!

Ysterdae wen to interview with all th cousin at bibik place...suntec saner..
at first i was damn happy cm tk saba gituh but wen dnga interview in th hippo bus with th rest of th peoplr cm nk turon balek jer..haha..ya,btw its my first tyme intrview bibik ask me to interview first..soo i ikit my sis n kak sdare sumer lh..
At first we must introduce ourselve den nk kene ckp y kte nk keje nie..haiyoh!!mangkok seii aku..haha
wen it my turn, baek2 tad siang nk tau ckp aper jadi tergagap tk tau..maner tk everybody turn back n see our face..haha
ok den after dat onli 6 of them are terpilih..one of them is my first sis lagi satu julie..and th rest tk tau/..haha bt its queite fun goin togther with cousin rmai2 fer interview..
so nk buke at bibik tmpt tk sempat sblh hmv saner..waiting fer th bus punyer lamer smpai dh imsyak..
so saper2 yg puase dpt smoke jer ltr2 cn eat..
dh reach at orchard i run at troz wen to bibik place sblh HMV tuh..first person lh nk eat..hehe
kecoh babe!best tao..terpekek2 haha..
after buke rmai2 we went to cappage plaza KARAOKE!at hmmph... 11 + kot i go home cos bsk nyer schl..onli my 2 cousin n 2nd sis kt saner till 12.30..best seii..braper jam tuh..
nt kesian tngk my kakak sdare ain tuh..
relax k kak...:)
ok den ive to go nw ..
tngk lh gmba pt atas tuh ehk..:)
bye!

btw actually dis is th tyme ive been waitin..cousin out rmai2..hee
thnx 2 bibik too kaes...dier yg blnjer kami semuer..:D

2009-08-23T22:47:00.000-07:00

ok nw im just reachin home...serve net while sis is nt home ,check tagged,buy tito furniture and eat..hehe....hmmph..smlm me n hykell argue at each other..btw its my fault lagi pon bknnyer smlm dier baru knl aku kn..haix...im sooriiiii!!!!im soooriiii wat ive said to u ystrdae hykell..
hope u tk 2 serious sngt wat im saying to u 2 kaes...
klh me nw nk slip waitin fer buker skali...mum todae cook bkn my fav ler..
hehe
ok lh..bye2!

2009-08-23T17:42:00.000-07:00

ysterdae onli 4 person buke at home th rest wen out..

hykell tk jad dtg dier buke at home on wed insyallh dier buke at my home..

n ya smlm all th way create my pet society..haha..cute..

my pet name TITO..its a female...hmmph..

smlm my both mu sdare n kakak sdare with aunty skali help me with th fb..ahhaa..maklom lh org baru nk blaja..btw i create 1 fb sbab tngk my sis maen cm siok gtuh..buat fb cume stakat nk maen game,th quiz & pet society..hehe.CUTE!

nie nw at sch waitin fer th tyme strike at 1250 wen home rest & ptg insyallh wen ngaji..wahh..best tuh..

pahale lagi bnyk..haha...n nk MKN!!!!!

aper my mum msk nyari ehk...

haha...

klh nk stp here nxt lesson also at comp lab think so...

post lagi wen ader cter k..bobye!!!

2009-08-23T02:50:00.000-07:00

Todae is th 2nd dae of puase..sumer ok tkder ha;f dae..
sit at home jer waitin fer azan..
dh 2 daes mum cook my fav dish...
wah!!todae nasi lemak!!!
cnt wait 2 eat..
nw im waitin fer hykell msg me jadi buker kt sini tau tk i dnnt noe n i just create a facebook..all my aunties n cousin ask 2 buat...haha..bt im abit slow..so far ok lh fun jgk....jahahah
ok lh im busy with mu facebook nie..update again ltr..bye!
slamat berpuase!

2009-08-23T02:00:00.001-07:00

$69 shoes..bt tk nmpk sngt..:D

loveble cousin

ME!

uS!

CHECK!

Last fri wen to ammcpny mum to relative house nk kasi sample kuih den after wen to my aunty house at wdlnds at 7 + wen out with my 1 n onli abg sdare wait fer hym at platform clementi den heading to town..

dh reach town me n hym went eat den pas 2 find shop name check n he tot nk beli cn me slipper lacouse bt tk bnyk sngt n th 1 i 1 tkder so he bought fer me puma shoes cost $69..

segan plk nk mintk tuh bt dier tanyer which one is nice..hehe..thnx abg ..den after dat we walk frm town smpai ker boatkey saner n take a rest smoke jap n take picchas..

went home take cab he send me smpai kt bwah jer den continue naek cab blek...

i rellly have fun tyme outing with cousin..:)

2009-08-20T21:07:00.000-07:00

ok smlm i was really angry with hykell..
last2 min skali dier kol blek ckp tk jad...he nid to go wrk..
haixxx!!
tkper lh coz i noe th reason..
hmmph..atlist tk bored sngt coz abg sdare comin to my house n nenek pon slip over my house..hmmpp,todae plak nid to accmpany mum to ppl relative house...

n ya todae my little bro birthdae...
ajak dier go eat satay cian frm smlm dier nk..hehe
ok den byye!

2009-08-20T00:37:00.000-07:00

HAIZ!!still nw im waitin fer hykell to come & met me!.

GERAM AKU!!dari tad dier kater nk klua2 but blm lagi smpai2..

tngh tdo uh tuh..

dari dulu ttp samer..maner tk binget kn!frm th tyme i reachin home till nw maseh slip....

nie kn klau tk jad dtg dier aku btol uh...potong dier tipis2!

hmmph..

YEAH!faris dh upload pichas bt im really lazy nk edit..

nie gmba was taken on tht tyme..hmmph ferget th date..

arnd 11pm lpk with dis two guys outside my house..cm org giler ktawe2...haha

my muker all spoil2..& YA IM STILL WAITING FER HYM TO COME RITE NW!!!

MANER SI GILER NIE..HAHA..

conferm nyer last2 tk jad..haha..takp dh biase..dh mmg idop slalu kene gini...hmph..k den...chaows..

Im SLIPPY DH..

1,2,3

Crazy ppl arnd me!

BYE!

2009-08-18T04:31:00.000-07:00

im jus reachin home from sch..after finsh my paper maths tad at 1205..stybck to do my art fer th prelim..comin soon nie bt i blm start2 lag..haiyoh!!half ajer..
ok tad tot mettin byfy but tk jad,its okey i also got more important things to do..
tot tad mls nk go fer art den wen dh kene part coloring kn cm best gituh..
and wen doin my art wrk..my abg sdare yg telah pergi jauh baru balek msg me ask went nk go out same2..
long tyme didnt see hym coz he went fer Ns thnk so and kene send at other country..
hmmph...insyallh k abg iman wen fiona free ill txt u!!
Baru mandi nie mcm nantok gituh..but mama warning siang2 dont slip coz ive got to go to ngaji..smlm dh tk peg coz tertdo till 9..haha
escape!!shh!
hmmph...
nw im blogging my eyes cnt open animore and my body is aching..adoi!!!
hmmph.hungry but lazy to eat..
OH YA!2morrow tk payah attend to sch coz no paper bt 20 nyer nid to came back fer my art..
and PUASE tyme kn?
wen puase uh?many people say 20 ader yg 22..haiyoh..bt th great is my birthdae is on HARI RAYER!!YEAH!!!
NK PRESANT frm people that noes me...but more important i dat i wan my presant frm my fam n byfy!
ingt yer!tk mintk but nk ajer..hehe
ok lh ive to go to ngaji now..peg cpt balek cpt k..
ASSALAMMUALAIKUM..;)

2009-08-16T23:26:00.000-07:00

okey tad was my maths & EBS paper...ok its hard..oh man!some question which i donnoe
i left them blank....hope my paper 2 i cn do it...
bt mcm maner pon kipas besar kt sbalah i ttp tdo..hahaha
k now i tngh damn bored & nw blogging,tagged ,research fer my art piece and also txting with byfy..
still waitin fer bestfriend to upload our photos ..(CPT LARGH FARIS!!)
hehe...
waitin fer my mum cook jgkk..lapa nie..dier masak mknan kegegemaran sayer!YESH!
haha..
ok now at home pon still bored coz my nephew her mum parents bawak klua..
so cnnt ply2 with hym...hmmph...
alamak todae ader ngaji...
my boyfy nw chaginig!!im proud of hym..changin bkn makin ingt kter tau luper kter lagi ader..
wahh!!!good job bby!..
klh im off to shop wit mama nw..
challobete!

2009-08-16T06:48:00.000-07:00

okey me tad wen to library alone to study fer my maths n doin my art wrk..
wow!!!rmai seii org kt library till no place nk sit..
den no choise i ddk kt basement childrennyer..hee..
tk mlm sngt lh blek coz badan sayer dh sakit..
so b4 dat me wen popular nk buy my art material...
tomorrow is my maths n ebs paper..
oh man!!pening kpale beta pening!!
n dat tyme was my cpa paper..quite hard..bikin sikit den tdo..
smlm nyer mar n faris came to lpk at outdoors my house at 11+ mlm..they from sengkang den rase bored so i say met me uh..den we lpk2 smpai my neighbour check out kt lua..ahhaha..
we pon ader take picchas..ltr will upload our pichas kaes..
klh nite..i wanna slip nw...
tired!!
bye2!!
~FiEyOnA~958pm....

2009-08-13T06:56:00.000-07:00

Shit!!!tngh binget nie!!!

lappy mcm sial!screen pecah dah tuh monitor cnt be used..

wat i type nie pon i cnt see sngt..haha

i used half of th screeen..hmmphh not half but quater...

klau words baru klua..phm kn jer lh kaes..

Prelim dh start!!!soo tad got english paper 1 & 2,lucky i cnt do it..

n bsk pulak ader malay and CPA..

fav.!

wish me luck babeh!!

ok plan on sat hmmph..bbygurl jempot to her kenduri...

insyallh im goin k..

and on sun hykell goin to met me..tuh dier kater but nth lh kn..

hmmph...boring seii at home lucky ader bby qhif..

boley jgk maen2 with hym....

p8 aru jer zero....besyboi top fer me..wow!!

hys my bestfriend..he really take care of me..we treat each other as own sibling..

hys fun and funny bt tk mgtl..

ya hys really supporting too/....

im proud to have a bestfriend like hym...

people called hym faris and he currently sty at jb nw..dh pindah kt jb..

bored seii..

slalu nyer if he sty in sgpore we always lepak..nt always bt seldom..

sometimes he went to my house..bawa blk 2 of us..bt if he gt problem he always told me..

nw dh tgl kn jb dh ssh nk lepak..haha

lepak tk bermaksod smpai pagi tau lame2 ehk..skejap jer..den after tuh go my house n eat..haha

k tomorrow cn met hym at clss n in sch..

hmmpg..org dh tngh boring kn type apaper all mepek2..

NK BACE DIPERSILAKAN KLAU TKNK BOLEY BELAH!!

HAHAHA!!

2009-08-11T22:21:00.000-07:00

Ysterdae after sch accmpany gurlfriendS wen to library...den after dat tot nk

wen sch alek but tk jadi..sbab kpale tngh pening!!!

ok reach home dh ok sikit follow mama with Qhif met nenek kt saner..den walk2 n wen home..

ok lh alek eat den go ngaji..dpt tngk anugerah pon sparuh onli..

BTW

Nw im in sch gt notin to do btw its free lesson now..

play games and blogging nie...cnt wait to go home bt after sch nid to sty in sch,

nid to do my ART!nasib FAVOURITE!HUHU..

to lesson was very bored..maths lagi!!wadohh!!!

MATHS REALLY HARD!sampai pening kpale mak nyah..

k den nid to go..chalobeteh!

2009-08-07T05:54:00.000-07:00

im sick!!!:(
tad go sch with faris n safarin den reach sch take temperature
nid to wen bck..hight fever...
i want my hykell to visit me..btw he also donnoe dat im having fever..its more den 3 daes
i didnt talk to hym or msg hym...sooryyy bby i cnt kol u n msg u coz my p8 still zero..TOP UP FER ME!!!
fiona sick mmg suker bermanjer...
tad i eat nasi goreng daging for dinner to pon ask my dad nuy fer me..
eww!!!not nice..
my temperature was fucking damn hight...
tuh lh nk demam sngt kn ambek kau..nah!haha
at sch plak tad kene marah with faris..dier suroh balek den i tknk ambek temperature aru kene..ahah

I MISS MUHD HAIQAL TOO MUCH..demam agknyer rindu sngt kt org tk?hehe
if he still read my blog nie kn bagos so he noes dat im having hight fever and not because of
forget hym...
U WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART NO MATTER WAT..
IM FUCKING DAMN MISS HYM..:(

2009-08-06T06:08:00.000-07:00

nw im feel bored notin to do...

tngh tc of my nephew skali n read ppls blog,ply games..

IM BORED!!!!!HELP ME!!!

i wan my boyfriend...aper agknyer dier buat skarng..

haiyoh!!!ssh liau cm gini..

ok tad i was very picnik cos of my little prince lemas...

i was surfin th net n my prince was slippin bhide me ...

nasib fiona dnga dier cm lems gituh lau tk donnoe lh wat happen to hym..

lekas2 carry hym to my mum..

n nw dh ok and still slippin..

2009-08-04T22:02:00.000-07:00

Todae at home mest best no sister n bro in law

cumer ank sdare n mum coz both husbnd n wife went of to AUSTRALIA..

honey moon kod..haha..

reach home..play surf net,ply with my bby qhif..n eat..ahha

no ngaji 2dae..YES!!

2009-08-04T21:55:00.000-07:00

todae will be my 1yr 4mth annivesary with hym..

bt too sad..he didnt said anitin 2 me..

wonder wat is he doin now?coz nw its really hard fer me to kol hym

coz pp8 dh ZERO!!ARGHH!!

nk say sorry to hym bt hes th 1 who make me angry..hmmph..
stupid boyfriend!

2009-08-04T02:36:00.001-07:00

School as usuall 2dae study jer fer N level..
n i had a fight with boyfy at 10 am...early in th morning..
i dont noe y we always fight at each other..haizz!!
after schl stright go home bath and out with parents n adk go mkn..
wee!!!sedap!!!(i love to eat!).
then after dat accompany my bby murni wen to c docter coz tk dorng tmnkn dier..
poor dier..she's had a fever..bt leceh i n her nid to used th mask..pns siot bernafas..haha
bt although at sch tad shes tk larat nk llyn org bt i still make her laught tad at sch n tad at clinic..haha
we make fun by using that stupid mask..
hmmphh..soo bored shes gt MC for 3 daes again..haiyoh!!
after dat we go to J.E for awhile she wants to top up her stamp den she treat me 3 pens n bubble tea...haha..thnx bby!

BBY!GET WELL SOON K DEAR!

TAKE ALOT OF REST..

CPT DTG SCH!ILL MISS UE!!HEHEHE

2009-08-02T04:42:00.000-07:00

MY BBY LOVE!

SHEIKH QHIFLEEROY!

2009-08-02T04:22:00.000-07:00

im damn tired after reaching home frm people wedding...

my bro in law uncle married..handsome not soo old his wife also very pretty.hha

me,sis,mum,dad,brother n nanny wen there by train..quite far..at bedok..my 1st sis n husbnd

pagi2 dh go there..

we didnt take such a long tyme at there jus eat and dudok kejap den wen home by train

den bus..penat seii..bt hys uncle friend kn hansome2 belake.haha..not too old like my sis age?

around there..nn ader org mintak no. sayer..i girl help hym to get my no. bt i said

SORII IM NOT INTERESTED..with a smile on my face..

paisey lh lelaki tuh..pon ancem jugak..hahha

on smlm pulak on 1/8.

wen to watch movie with hykell..tot of goin to cathy bt tk jad n we jus wen to vivocity

.ingt nk watch ice age den must sit at th firsy row frm bottm..always let dat..den end up we watch a movie called "THE HANGOVER"..

haha..its a funny story and NC 16..tk senonoh..

th story is about a group of friends drinks alot and th next dae they forgt what they done yesterdae..

paham tk wat im talkin abt?hahaits ok lh u guys must watch tao..hehe

so after dat we go eat at my favourite plc at LONGJOHN..haha..wuuu sedap!

pastu go for smoke and wen home..

N YA!i really have my peacil dae yesterdae..

thnx baby!u made my dae ysterdae..

3 more daes to go!!huhu..

wanna rest now..chao!
read n tagged!

2009-07-31T10:40:00.000-07:00

im nw not sastified with my ex ZUL!
dis daes jgk my sis told me dat he just fight with zul wife..
i pon terperanjat firstly i tot zul fara bt i tried to ask her zul maner skali dier kater
my ex..wadohh!!!
she said dat zul was contctin witf her which i donnoe they both maseh cntct..bt i jus buat bdh
tkkn nk uat aper kn..hmmph..
bt tad wen i read her msg dat zul hive her really make me angry..
dat tyme hys wife talk badly blut me to farah den maki hamon farah..
she say my sis pmpn haram lh aper lh bnyk lh..
bt fara say bck to her dat"aku bkn pmpn sundal cm kau kwn boom!ader ank haram"
i really cnt take i wen she say bad things to me..
iko kn hati i realli wants 2 msg her n her husbnd bt ltr hykell thinks aper plak kkn..
tkk pk laen..bt lucky wat is past with hym is past..
i dont want to cntct with hym animore..

ZUL!BETTER GET A LIFE!!

tuh lh saper suroh kawin cpt2 konek dh gtl sngt kn
..kn dh bikin masakalah nw umh tgge dh roboh slh kn
my sis..

2009-07-31T09:03:00.000-07:00

MY TEETH!
welcome to my teeth..haha
ok nw my braces also dh open and ya i nid to used retainer pulak for 1yr..haiyoh...
rimas sik..wat 2 do cn..nk gig ku lawa..if tk pon my schlmate called me "goal post" fuck kn..

on 27/7 wen to jurng sec with my boys classmate for our mly oral
, tot mine is on th 28 lucky i asked faris..
all th girls is th 28/7 so im th onli one girl who wen there with th boys..
wah!!all th jrg sec boys n girls realli kerek.
im sooo scared..i also saw my old frend bt also kerek..
i tk tego dier coz im nt th type of person who likes to tego org..hahhaa
quite fun goin witf them..im shrt of two other guy pic..:D

on 29/7,
me,fit n murnie wen to bugis library to search our art for th N-level...
pening dok nk carik..haha
th best part is dat we take alots of pic in th hmmp hehe..shhh!!!
haha..posing alot bt sorii i dont hv th pics with me..all th pichas is in murnie phone.,
afte dat murnie nk lend a book so we wen up to th ? level bt lame seii if nk naek esclater..
so we go up by th lift..
haha
soo damn funny..
lift dier cn very fast seii wen dier naek n turon.
haha
wen its part to go dwn u cn feel very geli..ahah
at first i was csared dat th lift naek dngn cepat gituh..my face murnie say looks kancong..
aaha
ya n i realli donne whr to hold..klh iv to go to bed..my neck dh pain..
so ya!gd nite!

2009-07-20T19:40:00.000-07:00

on fri wen out with byfrnd..wen to vivo though goin to watch movie sekali nk kene sit

frm the first row..haiyoh mest tengkok pain..den called

my aunty and ask for flyers ticket..then lucky have two tickets..so me n hykell go to aunty place and get our tickets..

nk kene jln frm ct hall to that place quite far seii..wen dah reach at flyers to kter carik

my aunty place cm nk giler..penat!

den hykell suddenly mengamok..selame setahun lebeh bersame tk tahu

pulak dier klau tk dpt carik tmpat dier

akan mengamok..hee..aper dah!ok lh dh reach dh get our tickets den go up and naek flyers..

btt nk masok my card pulakhav been used..so penat lh kaki must go to my aunty place and bring 3 others ticket to me incase..hee

den nasib lh boley.

naek2 ke atas..the place was very beautiful..nice wen at night naek flyers..but we didnt take alot of pics coz its to dark in the flyers..onli 2 jer we snap..bt i will upload dat pics nxt tyme aiye..

much lovveeee!mwah!tc!

2009-07-14T22:26:00.000-07:00

life is sooooo board..lucky to have fun people arnd me..
friends are like shit!bt not everyone.. friends will make us problem..
some easily get jealous,some will make us cause trouble..
btw nw its not easy to get a happy life with a friends..
goin to fine my old best friend..we hv lost cntct since pri sch..
AISHAH!shes e one im looking for...
hmmph...
BORED!BORED!BORED!!!

this fri on 17,my byfnd promise me to went out....

ps:u jngn tk jad ehk..klau tk jad!!!mengamok 10 hari!!!

hehehe..i gtg nw..

goin home tyme..

reach home straigh to my love Qhif den eat den slip..hee

Adious!

2009-07-14T21:35:00.000-07:00

My sis prince....

SHEIK QHIFLEEROY my bby love!

startin frm nw i always b in front of hym..

nw dh ader ank sdare sndiri dh tk kesah yg laen..

our fam called hym Qhif or Qhiflee..his dad called hym roy..

hmmmph...
haha..every sgl dae i take alots og pics of hym bt 2dae i onli upload 2 pics k..

klh till here bye!

7-7-09

2009-07-12T17:44:00.000-07:00

070709 finally his born..

SHEIK QHIFLEEROY..my lovely boi!

i love hym alots..

will upload his foto and update more k..

ps:dura!im nw tk masok sngt in blog..and btw nw i dh no internet lah..mayb soon..okey dear!

misses!mwah!

2009-06-29T21:25:00.000-07:00

im back...long tyme tk blogging..
many story nie bt i think i cn onli tell u guys sikit jer..
coz ive dont hv much tyme..
ok,on holidaes!
im nt goin overseas..sty in sg jer..
me n fam with sis friends wen to ecp..
tot of overnyte at there thurs till sat den tk jad coz...
ok here is the interresting part..
on the fri mornin my my wake me up nk bath same2 den pas tuh...
wait fer my dad came to our place and bring food with my sis frend..
den after eat me,lil bor n sis wen to rent th bicycle..
skali ujan panas..
so we stop fer a while..
den after th rain dh ok sikit my sis ajak ke tepi laut tuh..
but pelik nyer theres no one yg kt pantai tuh...onli my sis n me..
kter nk mandi2 den i mcm geli ngn pasir i pkai slipper and wen to toilets fer a while..

my sis still kt tepi pantai tngh tutop mater nyer..
u wanna noe wat happen after dat..

wen i reach at outside th toilet,my sis frend ask me whr farah den i pointedd dkt sungai tuh lh..
skali kn,i ternmpk dkt laut tuh ader putih2..
hv u ever seen on th video abt th tsunami?
yg startin2 nk kene tuh..
kn laut dier ader white2 gituh kn wave dier..
bt b4 dat i cn see sertermerter th water change to ocean nyer water...
den th weather change to dark and windy2 sekali..
i was fucking shocked and i did cried..
nth y i cried i pon donnoe..
i think i felt too scared..
bt i dont noe u guys trust or nor...bt its real i tell ue..!!
i think wen u guys kat saner also u guys tkt..
and after th rain stp i ask my fam to wen home..::)
ok den till here..
i hv to go nw..
update again wen my sis home,,.:D

tc!

2009-06-28T18:09:00.000-07:00

hey guys!
im bck..bt i will b update nxt wkk i guess..
tc!

2009-06-15T09:33:00.000-07:00

Todae notin much to do..
10 mornin went to dance prac. den wen home rest fer a awhile bath and eat
and slip...

awake at 8 pm and watch tv..
play laptop waiting fer th internet to connect
den lagging..
SHIT!
i really hate dat!

shut dwn fer a while,me and sis went to night market hee buy burger fer little bro and her and
my fav. KEBAB!
woohuuu!!
SEDAPP!!
den reach home watch tv and eat and on comp...
still lagging..
like FUCK!
btol2 fed up..
bt at last nie lucky uh boley..
bt must wait fer a while..
i hate waitin
::)

and get nagging frm ma mum..
nasib syg!
ader mlm2 nk suroh kemas2
eee!!!geram!!!

ok lh ..wanna slip..
bye!
a'slmmulaikum!:)
lv!

2009-06-13T06:11:00.000-07:00

Dis picture is taken on th 12 march which is our first met..

i get to noe hym through frdster..

on dat dae tot wanna go out with my boy-friend..watch movie.maklomlah
sgl..;)

den dier go oversea..and i called dis man ^to met up..

we watch movie,actually i tot dat he attch skali slah org..hehe coz same name..

den hehe we wore th same long slive lah..tk janji ngn dier ehk..he was th one who askin me..

den we share a drink together..icelemontea..

dah mcm couple on dat dae....
hmmph..after we watch movie at night gituh he send me to the interchage bus

while waiting fer hys frend(an)he accompany me fer th bus..

after reach home called hym and slip..

dis is th dae we went to ecp..with my fam members..
ferget th date..:D

bt i really had fun tyme with hym..

wen to coffe bean at perogon with my little bor & hym..he

helpin me with my art work and he treat me food kt saner..

we also waitin fer my parents come..

ask my parents to come here and eat togetherness..

happily2!

dis picchas is at th bugis swensens..me,my first sis & hym..jus th 3 of us...

njoy our food at there hys treat..woohuu!!

best ler..den we go to bugis street buy hys shirt and he buy bought fer me a shirt and a dress..:) ilovee it!thnx bby!;)

distwo picchass^ was taken on th last yr hari raya..

waitin fer th train and hys frends to come..::)

LOVE!

Edit by me...boring2..hehe

ths 2 pic^ while waitin fer th train to town..

Hys bdae...me and hys fam went to airport swnsens to celebrate

hys 18 bdae!b4 hys bdae i ask hym wat hys fav. cartoon and he said bugsbunny..

so me and mum went to ..... and buy fer hym..it cost $.. quite expensive..

28 Nov is th dae..hee very happy on dat dae..i can see it..;)

Edit by me!:)

wdland civil..

went to hys house first den we went to cwp..

walk2 and chill2 at there...:D

Bugis swensens

dis pic were taken at?? ive forgetten..
we accompany my sis tuh fer interview dkt..hmmph
ferget..heheh

otw back home frm laupasat with
little bro and my parents juz th 5 of us went eatin2..:)
its my father treat,.

Accompany sis1;)

at my niece pluck hair haha(cukur rambot)

our family member and us were hapily2 njoyin karaoke..

;)

Lst yeAR
;)

frm ct hall to imm..den met my fam at imm and having our dinner together

hys and dad treat..;)

-END-

2009-06-13T03:05:00.001-07:00

yesterdae wen to bukit timah college there..
we performe fer the sharity show..
waiting fer my frends at tempat biase den wen to sch to take our things and went there by bus..
hnnph...nantok nyer...early in the mrning dh kene bngn..
dh tu tkper plk..
their classroom kn gt air corn somemore ader 6 fan plak tuh..
cm mlz nk kene get ready..
make up sumer uat hair sumer..
after i do my make up i slip fer awhile whle waiting fer my turn to do my hair..
kusyok seii tdo kt saner..
wahh!!!zzz..
sejok sekali...smpai berselimut ngn kaen sarong..haha

den at 8+ our turn to perfome..
tk saba!!huhu..
ramai seii org tngk..
ingt tk rmai..tk dorng nk dtg sngt kn..
after perfform sumer our bus came at 9+..
apek sesat plak..
b4 dat while waitin fer th bus..we snap picchas..
and aku nyer bodoh nie peg tego bangau besa terbang..
hee..
troz rase seram seii..
in th bus plak we sing2 dance sumer uat kecoh2
haha
and reach home at 11 gituh..

Bt fer 2dae..i didnt go fer the show..coz i gtg to dentist..my appoinment is at 2 den my bus tuh bergerak at 4.30 tk sempat..
sblm wen to kembangan..saw Pia,dier plak suroh dtg..
soorii Pia,Fiona tk jad dtg saner....
sooo u guys have fun aite,,

ok done..tc!

2009-06-10T03:35:00.000-07:00

Dis pics were taken on myrah bdae..we and her's sis make a surprise party fer her..

while waitin fer myrah n her sis came..we blow all the balloon first get prepared

everytin,singing,and takin pictures..

after dat...we ask her sis to blind folder wen walking to our place..

bt firstly,she didnt noe dat we all were dere..

by the count of 3,her sis unfolded her eyes..

den i noe dat she fell touch to wat we done fer her..

den we all sabo her with flour and water balloon..

haha..quiet fun..running arnd..

den her sis order pizza..at 7 +we pack up and went home..

i really in rush coz i gtg to my religion class..hehe

we take alot of pics bt sooriii...

my comp lagging sikit uhh..fed up man!!

ok till here..

actully i fell bored nw at home so..

all the passes i jus bloggin in here.hehe

tc!

2009-06-09T07:17:00.000-07:00

Todae,
as usually be a good girl rest at home..

surf net..sooo bored notin else to do..

BORED!BORED!BORED!!!!!!!!

boyfrn wrk..cn otf also at 12 mayb 1 gituh..

wait fer hys kol wen he reach home..

lame nyer!!!

hmmph..

n todae also must be my moody2..

mest ader mengamok2 sndiri..

biase largh wen dh kene red light gini kn..

i really HATE it!

klh till here..my stomach cant take it animore..

ned a rest..

*assalammuallaikum*mwah!

zzZZZZzzzz!

2009-06-08T10:31:00.000-07:00

last four daes,on e 5th..
gt appoinment with docter Sharifa at kembangan to cut away mu xtra gums..
ouucchhh...so me n my mum wen there at 2+ n my apoiment is at 3..tot come eraly
n finish early skali imm e last patient to get in..
wahhhdohh!!!lamer nyer..
while waitin fer my turn,me n mum sitting at the chair...listen to music n rest my eyes..
my mum biase lh read magazine..
blahblahblah...dh tuh sumer..den my turn to go in..
im soooooo scared..wahh...the big needle tuh kn cn make me cry..
very long siot..
pain plak tuh..
den the doctor dh inject at my gums to kasi sebal2 fer 2 tymes n 4 plce den cut my gums..
usin...im nt sure coz dat tyme i close my eyes all e way..
i dont dare to open my eyes n see...hehe

vey pain lh seii..till my head ternaek2...hehehe..
after dat wen docter sharifa gve me mirror to see my own teethe ueeewww!!!
my theeth full of blood..
bluek!!!takot seii tngk my theeth sndriri..
bt i a few daes nw my theeth dh ok bt im waitin on dis comin sat to open up my braces..nnnnnn
tadah!!!MY NEW THEETH..hehe..yeah!new teethe..thnx to u *dat person* e one who ask me to do braces n paid fer me..
wow!!bt mine nie it coz over 4 thousand +...

actually i dont want to pasang ni bende braces bt *dat person*asked me he said he paid fer me..
huhu..thnx fer changin my looks..::)

2009-06-08T09:26:00.000-07:00

haiyoh!!
soooo bored largh cnt slip..hmmph..my dear boi slip cnt sms or kol..
no value..haiyoh!!its more den a week i didnt topup my p8..
MATI LOR GINI!
hmmph..lucky todae my sis n her's husbnd slip at her mum in law house...
soooooooooo...im freedom..cn play laptop till mornin..bt i think ltr cnfrm must sht dwn..
ltr cnferm my alarm clock dh bunyi..hahah
dat alarm clck im referin to my beloved mum!

SOOOOOO SOOOORIIII..
dis dae if i didnt update my blog..
was too busy witf cleanin house n laptop giler2..
haiss...
nk upload pic also cnt...tupid laptop..

ok nw i gtg lh gd nyte!

2009-06-08T07:52:00.001-07:00

YEAH!!!!!!
We save our relation..huhu!!
im soo happy..
hehe..ok lh..just send hym to bus stp den troz
on laptop n bloggin nie..hehe
::)

2009-06-08T00:36:00.000-07:00

2dae is my last dae meetin him...insyallh..

jus wanna settle things up 2dae with hym..

i really do love you...i really dont want us to end it here....

(050408)every on e 5th is our anniversary..n nw

we'v been together and njoy our life together,havin funalways

for 1yr2mnth....hope to have a long relation with ue!

I will promise myself one dae wen im no longer with ue!,i will nvr

find my new love...

2009-06-04T00:59:00.000-07:00

since i receive a good news frm my frend,my relation witf bofie now is in not gd condition,..
i really hate ppl who tells lie to me n will nvr admit wen dey had done wrng things to me..
thnx frend fer leetin me noe..or else i didt noe he is changing or nt..
my heart cant accept the way he treat me...
i really really can forget bout wat he do to me..
i fell like im nobody to hym..
im here to type about this is to let it out wat is in my heart nt to tell everyone bout it..
so,nw my life witf hym were nt like our last tyme..
feel like break up with you bt i still cnt do it..
i gve alot of chance to you..bt u still do it and cnt promise me..
haizzzxxx...
y must dis happen to me?
bt i think alt of my frend n cousin say dat im really stupid.
althout someone do dat to me,i still love hymm..

bt you HAIQAL!
u should think before u do...
will u b happy if i did dat to u once im grown enough like you?
will you?